I have spent almost 15 years repeatedly falsely accusing several fathers of my children of child abuse.
To the public that may not know: I have been locked in a psychiatric hospital prison (Napa State Hospital for the criminally insane) and in a regular prison, convicted of the following felonies:
I struggled as an undiagnosed schizophrenic since my teen years. Coupled with having a bi-polar and histrionic personality is a challenging life.
My mugshot and the inserted pictures at the top demonstrate the histrionic side of me. I photoshop the majority of my photos, mostly to manipulate others.
When I was in the Napa State hospital for the criminally insane, the psychiatrists, spending a great amount of time with me, diagnosed my schizophrenia. They provided a plethora of assistance along with medicating me until I balanced out. It’s not perfect but I find relief most days. Sleep is my only big issue.
Another issue I want to disclose to the public is about my father, Timothy Brock Bedwell (Tuma).
First, I love my father and always will. But it is hard dealing with his crimes. For many years, he raped young children in his care.
Ultimately, this was brought to the attention of the authorities. The Alaska State Troopers launched a large investigation and found substantial, undeniable evidence.
My father was convicted of 36 counts of child rape and sentenced to 74 years in an Alaska prison. He is currently at the Goose Creek Correctional Center.
I apologize for all the harm and pain I have caused. Not only to the fathers of my children but to the many women who believed in me.
I have harmed the court system. With women like myself making false accusations, it makes it difficult for judges to discern which woman is telling the truth and who is not.
There is a recent interview from a beautiful model in Australia who was diagnosed as a sociopath. She discuses the struggles she goes through with her own mental illness. There's a lot relate to with Kanika.
When I was incarcerated, I didn’t get assistance from my family. I had to reach out to one of the only friends I had at the time, Wendell Coleman.
I knew at the time, Wendell was possibly a child and wife beater. Wendell has since been convicted of his crimes but I still support him. If you go on my Facebook, scroll to my likes and you will find this page. It is Wendell Coleman’s support page. (see a photo in the ABOUT section)
There is information about the Fathers movement on Wendell's page plus other links regarding support for dads.Wendell spent a great deal of time helping me while I was incarcerated at the Napa hospital for the criminally insane. He handled most of my filings.
When I refer to my lawyer, I speak of Wendell Coleman of Napa area.
The courts provided me a lawyer. However, with my schizophrenia causing confusion plus I am (what authorities call me) a practicing sovereign citizen, made it impossible for me to work with any “legal” people in the system. I thank Wendell for his assistance with my own child abuse cases.
I know what I did to my children was petrifying and I feel I am paying the price.
At times I react violently or threaten people with false accusations. For example: I may say I have powerful friends in the FBI or DOJ or my Sovereign friends have guns and I can get them to surround your house. None of it is true but sometimes it is impossible to control my rage. Yes, in the past I've threatened all of the fathers' of my children of child abuse. When in fact it was me who was the abuser.
During my schizophrenic psychosis, I proclaim I have visions or hear voices. I pretend I am a prophet from the book of Genesis. I have stated many a time that my father is Elijah and my brother Kurt Bedwell is Moses incarnate. When I am in my psychosis, I believe my family can call fire from the heavens and harm people I hate. In these moments of psychosis, it fills me with tremendous power and I use it to manipulate or harm others.
(The above is a biblical belief my father instilled in me long ago when he taught me the bible codes. My father believes he is Elijah. We are Messianic Jews and my father never allowed us to go to a synagogue or even meet a rabbi. My father was our only teacher. Sadly, I admit he was violent at times if we did not perfectly obey his commands.)
It is impossible to explain what mental illness does to a person and how brain chemistry can create substantial changes. All I ask is for prayer and forgiveness when I am in these states.
While I cannot undo my repeated painful criminal actions and behavior, I can work with organizations who aid fathers facing false accusations. After I complete work with my psychiatrist during the next year, I will reach out.
I may fall or regress or get off my medications. I pray for your forgiveness and for His strength to guide me to the right path when I do wrong.
I've used this website to create harm for years. Now it is for healing.
The link is located on Connie Joy's Facebook page.
I falsely accused all 3 father's of my children of child abuse. I lied. The truth came out in the end. I, Connie Joy, have been convicted of several counts of child endangerment and abuse.
The photo is WENDELL COLEMAN. The convicted child / wife abuser who has assisted me with my own criminal child abuse case. Wendell attempted to get me out of Napa State Hospital but failed. Like myself, Wendell is recognized as a "sovereign citizen".
My Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/connie.tuma.5